Who Said There Is No God: Read The Pathetic Story Of Obumneke Okeke Kosy Unizik Student Unedited

          

odogwuemekaodogwu.com reports that despite the challenge , this handsome guy said he wants to use his knowledge of Psychology  to change the world having seen what the physically challenged are going through in the society .  He even owns a blog www.iamobumlovely.blogspot.com  In fact Kosy  from Abatete in Idemmili North local government area of Anambra state is a wonderful person to be around with.

 

That's my story 

Actually I woke up on 31'st 2012 at that night I was hoping to make it to 2013 of course I did make it I was so happy that I made it I made a lot of new year resolutions not to Steal, Lie, Talk back at mum, Go out of the house , To be a good son, no to Cheat, Hate, and also to love myself cos I don't.

Jan, Feb, Mar, April which was my birthday month and it was on 7th I couldn't celebrate it cos the family was broke, gosh what a hard luck I was angry, but for real everything changed to the extent that I didn't keep any of my resolution because I felt it doesn't work out that way I but actually am not that so bad bad person am good inside out even when u talk and gist u will see the sincere my words are May, Jun, July, Agst, I was trying to make friends but one thing was certain about me us that a loner actually am Lonsome because of how my life is and was, u wana know? Huh am Gona tell u ok!
Actually I was very handsome son that got damaged at the the age of 10 after I came bk from school D.M.G.S onitsha actually it's was a home accident, but let me tell u something u got to Know every thing about me change when u was discharged from iyi enu hospital ogidi after a year of 3'rd degree burns hope u got? Yea I taught as much!
Everything that made sense to me changed all I love n like ran out from me becuse I looked like what they don't understand, yea I Know what u want to say that they still kids or something u lied they are grown ups ok! Trust me they say they love u and u looked different they'v got to bounce ok just know that. Then I was traumatized at the age of 11 still a growing up kid it was so bad for me and I know u don't know how it feels don't i fucking tell me u do. Ok wait am going to tell u listen.
Do u know how many times I was denied to see my self in the mirror? How many times I have been to surgery in different orthopedics both in and out of the country huh? Not ur getting close do u know when I was tender at 13 if kids saw me they run all out and cry, walking in the street people always stair at me saying sorry to me and some grown up looking like am a UFO gosh now u feel how I am then. I felt like dying a lot times by killing my self commiting suicide no second taugt about living I guess u didn't die that    Night u had the accident and also in the hospital because I was destined to live boo hope u got that?
Looking back at my childhood it's all a mess looking at how dad always wipe my ass with canes, wires and tells me u are a waste and u are no good to me and I cried all the time and endures all that because u had no other place to go and I had a 2 brothers and a ill sister I look after now she's a grown up ass woman. If at all the pains I v been throughout my life and how dad flogs me in our appartment with my younger ones in Women hostel ogidi I still fucking love u dad Mr Sam obumneke okeke. I know one day u will be proud of me dad  am not a waster am a son!!!!!!!!
May, Jun, July, Agust, sept, Oct, all I do is  to open account in all the social sites looking for a friend who can understand me only for me to find out in December that all pals are just fake nothing has ever been real and get something straight to ur skull now am just a loner and am not even intrested in you or ur fucking money that u might be getting ilegally or asking ur mum dad bf or gf to give u and am bit a fucking begger because I am u would be given me 20 niara in the market place, churches, social gatherings and all that just know that ok pls! All I am looking for is a motivation or just give me just lil of your time and listen out carefully to me and share you're time with me nothing else.
I miss u grandma tho dad sent me out serveral nights to sleep outside the house   U beged him and he refused and u slept outside with me in the cold I won't forget u ma mrs Rosalyn mogor rip grand ma. Am at this point in my life just because if 2 people 1 is God 2 is mum Dr mrs Ify obumneke okeke mum u know I love u a lot tho I don't love my self but I do I won't forget all the money u spent on me buying drugs, saline water, fruits, food and most of all the love u gave me back as ur first son.
Mum I still remember that night I got burnt u got burnt in ur hands n legs too just to save ur son and all the loans u took from banks just to make sure an alive.
It looks to u that I don't seen to remember all that mum Ido, I know I don't have a single diary but my brain still has it all I love u mum.
To chiso, Mmexo, Idimma, and Adaobi I love u all lovely siblings.
I just rememberd the first time I returned from hospital after a year my lil sister did say to me Kosy u look like a white lol yea lol.
Why my looks is like this is that I have keloid in my genes that is why! Am so angry now can't comprehend what to type again may be in my next write up.




Am Obum Kosy psychology student Unizik